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“I will never be good enough for someone else, for a decent job that I always wanted, for everything I desire,for a better future life, for my own self.”

Is haunting me ever since the last work I had. I guess giving everything all you have is not the answer if there’s no good feedback. Putting 100% effort into things or someone that doesn’t even believe in you in the first place is just such a waste of time. I should’ve quit from the start, the moment I realize I didn’t get any decent assessment from everything I genuinely gave. I don’t know, this just made me realize that I can’t really trust anyone again.




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